I’m Not Ashamed to Admit…

 

On Monday my fellow Colorado Blogger, Courtney,  wrote a post titled I’m Not Ashamed to Admit…

I loved her post and thought it would be a great idea for this Thursday. If you want a few quick laughs head over to Courtney’s blog With Gratitude and read all about her little confessions. 

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So here goes…

I’m not ashamed to admit…

… that I am slightly OCD and freak out when things do not go as planned. And even know I know all the techniques of dealing with obsessions and compulsions, I ignore them because life is easier if I follow through with my OCD

… that I hate when my husband travels alone, not because I’m jealous of the places he visits but because I’m secretly afraid something will happen to him and I wont be next to him. My biggest fear is being without him. I’m a baby.

… that after five years of school, and a stupid degree later, I have no clue what I want to do with my life. I realize I need to find a job, but there is NOTHING I can do with a BS in Psychology.

… that I could eat cheese, crackers and fruits for every meal during the summer.

… that I have a deep desire to cleanse out our lives from all the extra things we have, including clothes, shoes, decorations, books, DVDs, and so on.

… that I would love nothing more then to be able to pack up our belongings and head out on the road, with no particular destination in mind.

… that even though I love a clean and organized house, my house is nothing close to it right now. The mess drives me insane and I fuss at the Mister about it.

… that I the feeling I have after going to the gym, but can never seem to find motivation to get my butt there

… that I don’t want to lose weight, but rather get back into shape. I don’t care if I weigh 200 pounds as long as I like what my body looks like and am healthy.

… that I always state my opinion, and even though it gets me in trouble, I’d rather tell the truth then make up a white lie.

… that I enjoy blogging and writing more then anything right now, and would love to make a career out of it. I’ve even considered going back to school for a graduate degree in writing rather then psychology.

… that we spend entirely too much on vacations, travel and other experiences AND do not regret a penny of it.

… that I have an unhealthy obsession with shoes

And above all, I AM NOT ASHAMED TO ADMIT that I love my husband more than anything in the world. I cannot see where I would be if he wasn’t in my life. Even though it is cheesy, I truly do fall more in love with him every single day and am still amazed that I get him all to myself.